I Promised i never make someone how i felt two years ago. i guess my worst nightmare is becoming a reality. I hate myself. It’s always me. maybe love isn’t for me. maybe i am suppose to be alone forever…….
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I’m really happy
Little do you know this effects me more than it effects you
Who knows how long this will last until you give up on me
Sometimes you want to give up on me. All I can do is agree I would give up on myself.
Maybe all of this is happening for a reason and we end up having the fairytale we want or maybe we are living in a fairytale and end up with a disaster ending.
We talk about forever. It seems like forever is ending really soon
I will just sit and wait until this beautiful romance come crashing down piece by piece.
I was called ugly today. like I don’t already know I am. But thanks to that person for reminding me and knocking down my self esteem bar lower.
Since when was it every okay to invade someone privacy. Once again I have learned to never trust anyone. FUCK EVERYBODY.
I think i can say my life has sucked every since I was born.
I am a idiot
Is all this pain really worth it?Am I really here for a purpose? or just waste of space? Is God even real? Or just some made up thing someone made up?
I don’t want to be here anymore…. I can’t deal with all the pain and hurt I am going through. I just want to give up. It isn’t worth it anymore.